Going over the hill...

Tomorrow, March 26, is my 40th Birthday. Yes, you read that right... my FORTIETH birthday. The BIG 4-0. Seriously, am I really turning 40 tomorrow? Yes, yes I am. I know nothing will change, it won't feel different and it's really not that big of a deal so why am I slightly freaked out by the fact that I'm turning 40 tomorrow? I guess I should just shut up and be grateful that I have lived this long. Being 40 seemed so old when I was 20. Not as old when I was 30 and now it's just old. If I feel like this now, how am I going to feel when I turn 50?

Happy Birthday to me!

Pushy

I just started selling AVON and I don't want to be pushy but I need to get the word out. I don't want to shove it down my friend's throats at all. I hate when that is done to me so I'm really trying hard to avoid doing that but DON'T tell me you are going to buy something and then don't. Don't say you love Avon and can't wait to order and then don't. Don't lie to me. I'd rather you say nothing at all or tell me you can't buy anything right now or tell me to leave you the hell alone but DON'T tell me you will buy something and then do nothing. That really irks me. There is no excuse for that. Just tell me the truth. Tell me you hate Avon, that's fine. Just don't tell me you like it and will be my customer because then it's just a big F'ing disappointment!

I joined... now order!

Avon calling!

I'm thinking about selling Avon. I can at least start with that while I figure out what else I can do and where I can get a part-time job. Now if I could only get the rep to call me back! Hopefully I'll hear from her soon and hopefully it won't cost much to join and hopefully I will like it and do well at it... hopefully.

CALL me back already!