Without a job, I have less to blog (bitch) about so things are a little slow here on the blog front. Sorry I'm so boring. The biggest thing I have to bitch about right now is NOT having a job.I recently found out that MI finally replaced me a few weeks ago. You mean I'm not irreplaceable? I'm sure they are happy now with someone in that position who has an accounting background. When I started working there 13 years ago there was no need for my position to know accounting at all... and I didn't. But with the many changes in that department over the years that job outgrew me.
I really do like staying home but one day leads to the next and week after week goes by and I wonder if I will ever find something new? I am full of self doubt and that's not good. There really should be some kind of 'work at home' job out there that's real and legitimate. I don't know what direction to go in so I just stand (sit) still and wait for the answers to come to me. I hope I'm not waiting forever. I think the longer it takes the harder it will be for me to find a new job. I need to get over my fear and fast!
When people ask me "So what do you do for work" I really must come up with a different answer than "Ummmm nothing right now". My husband says when it's time for me to go back to work it will happen. I hope he's right. I have my doubts. I wish I could just ENJOY the time off but that's hard for me to do when I don't know what the future holds. I wish I would just wake up one morning with all of the answers.
