Forever and ever like it or not... aka "I do, yes".

My husband means EVERYTHING to me. We are no longer newlyweds. Our 1 year anniversary is coming up in 2 weeks. Wow, that was fast! How the hell did that happen? We have accomplished alot in the last year. Putting big red check marks on our Dream To Do List as we go. Our biggest dream, other than meeting each other, was fulfilled recently when we purchased our first home together. Neither one of us ever thought we'd be married or own a house and look at us now.

Along with all these wonderful dreams come some not so wonderful stress and change and problems and more stress. Sometimes I feel like I'm going to snap... and I do or I should say we do. We snap at each other alot lately and this makes me sad. So I cry like a big baby and I feel sorry for myself. Then I get mad at myself for doing this because I should only be happy and grateful. I have everything I've ever wanted. So what gives? Well, I've never been so tired in all my life. I'm sure that has something to do with it. I don't handle being tired very well. And there are alot of unknowns and new bills and new things to learn and deal with and I guess I don't handle those things very well either. Lord knows I'm trying!

So here we are, 1 year later and things are very different but one thing remains the same. . . Our love.