Farewell... goodbye!

Today was my last day at the Milken Institute and it was bittersweet. I couldn't wait to leave but at the same time I'd been there for such a long time that it was really strange knowing I wouldn't be returning next week. That my desk was no longer my desk. That my slow ass computer was no longer my computer and that I had to hand over my office keys and parking card. Totally weird!

The day started out fine. I had a nervous stomach all morning. I hate not having control over that! I try and self talk and calm myself down but to no avail. Surprisingly, I had a good last day. People were really nice to me. I got alot of unwanted attention but I must admit it was nice. To know that a few people actually cared a little bit about me. I have always felt like an outsider there. More and more lately. So to suddenly feel 'liked' was odd. With the exception of a few, the friends I had made at work left years ago.

So wish me luck. I'm on to the next chapter of my life.