Waiting

I wait and wait for things that I really, really want. Like a new job or to just leave the one I have. I've been there for 12 years now. It is not the same job anymore. I've survived many changes over the years like my duties, bosses and desks but I think I have reached my limit of change. My job has outgrown me and I spend everyday waiting to get the hell out of there. I'm in over my head and that's the truth. I am counting down the days until I can say goodbye for good. They won't realize just how much I do until I'm gone. I wish I could be a fly on the wall after I leave. That would be awesome. Watch everything not get done. Watch them say over and over again that Tracy did that. Watch my replacement struggle to learn my job and have nobody to train them. She can listen to my new boss ask my old boss (I have 2 bosses because I'm just that lucky) at least 10 million questions a day. She can listen to her bay buddy get bitchy with people on the phone all day long and say shit, shit, shit over and over again. Actually that is kinda entertaining. She can have everybody ask her where Jeff is and tell them she doesn't know over and over again. You would think these people would learn that I really don't know where he is. He does not tell me where he is going. He never has and he never will. Get a clue! Why is it that people who have worked there for years still don't know how to do their expense report or how to fill out an out of office request form? They are not new employees. They really should know how to do these very simple things by now. It just blows me away! The best thing about my job is my paycheck and it's the ONLY reason I'm there. The minute I can break free I will. Soon??? Please...